auys' story
Tugu hotel Malang (Taken with instagram)

Tugu hotel Malang (Taken with instagram)

Family reunion (Taken with instagram)

Family reunion (Taken with instagram)

Mending gatau apa apa daripada tau sesuatu dan nyakitin hati
Me, my self
You don’t love a woman because she is beautiful, but because you love her she is beautiful
Amadea Khairunissa
when i wrote….

I know you need sbd to talk with. And I’m the one who always complain bout any problem. But is this the best way? And why you hide this situation?
I’ve knew this problem long time, before final exam, I still remember the time when I knew that.
I’ve been trying to awake*ganemu vocab* you to notice that I know.
WHY?
Because this way make me feel uncomfortable. My heart is not ‘plong’. And that’s the answer for your question. And you’ve change. Into bad I mean.
And yeah I’m jealous with him. Jealous in good way yaa *dan itu jawaban dari pertanyaanmu*
Everytime we meet, we shout, get angry etc,
I know, your heart feel better with that way. But me?

And, why do you choose that person? I don’t like him at all. I never met him before, but I got a feeling. I know him, yeah from you and he doesn’t like me. You must know it. If he really like you, he must like me. Infact? NO. He doesn’t even care (and you seems don’t care also) when I get hungry and sleepy. I told you “hey, I’m hungry!” You just look at me and continuing your talk. I think you don’t know that I’m sleepy and wanna sleep till I fell asleep on the floor.
Please. I know its impossible to make both of you read this, but I just wanna share uneg uneg.

I’ve tried to make this post so polite. There’s no bad words here. YOU see, I can handle my self to not write that bad word.

Hey, I just remember people all over the world can read my post.
Everybody doesn’t know the person rite?
Me, my brother, you and him. Only me, my brother, you and him know it.

Sorry for my vocab and grammar mistake.
Hey you! I love you somuch. No matter how bad you are. I still love you

the reason why

setiap orang punya alesan masing masing untuk ngelakuin sesuatu.

gabakal mungkin gue berani adu mulut, berantem sama nyokap kalo gue gapunya alesan. i’ve think bout it deeply and i have reason(s). “future and my confident”

ngeluarin kata pi***h itu bukan satu hal yang gampang. gue mikirnya udah kaya apa aja. semua aspek udah gue pertimbangkan (bahasa gue )

i think about the exam, curriculum, and everything that related to. 

i’ve think and make a decicion. but there is “x factor” such as:

- banyak orang disana yg mikir gue ‘sangat pinter’ sampe bisa sampe disini. gue tau mereka mikirnya lebay. itu jadi beban buat gue. mereka udah kadung bangga sama gue dan berharap lebih. padahal guenya kaya gini wkwkwkwk

-my jhs teacher and my senior in elementary said i must bring my school and hometown name. yang artinya gue gabisa asal ngomong dan ngeluarin keputusan gue tadi. soalnya itu bakal mencoreng nama baik dan membawa kesan yg tidak enak. (kok kata kata gue jadi berat gini)

-dulu gue berhasil buktiin sama seseorang yg ‘besak mulut’ kalo gue bisa ngelakuin ini dan dia langsung ngicep. tapi, kalo gue ngomong tentang keputusan gue tadi dia bakalan nari nari seneng soalnya gue gamampu dan gue sama aja kaya dia yg ‘besak mulut’ other word i’m a loser.

dari beberapa alesan diatas gue gabisa langsung ngomong : i want to m**e. tapi gue sendiri juga meragukan kemampuan gue sendiri kalo gue terus disini. gue juga gamau jadi orang yg ‘besak mulut’ atau loser yg gabisa megang omongannya sendiri.

sampe sekarang gue juga gatau apakah pi***h itu yg terbaik apa nggak, dan gue juga gatau kalo stay disini itu terbaik apa nggak.

yg gue pengen itu gue tetep sama keputusan gue tp gue juga nggak mengecewakan orang orang yg harapannya ‘lebay’ ke gue. beneran ini gue bingung banget. gatau mau ngapain.

semoga ntar keputusannya yg terbaik amiiiinnnnnn

i dont know

im getting bored now. i dont know what i must to do. i wanna going out but i dont have money. so? i stay at home. but at home i do nothing, yeah its just a junk story -maybe its not a story, its just some word then i combine to be several sentence-

bahasa gue mulai ngaco

crispycrunchy:

minichocolate:

kidlovesdoodles:

(via agirlwithacoina)
yurssski:

I SWEAR I had one of those back in middle school! *the “smarty” one* haha!
vianooy:

nabila-antari:

jjwebshows:

blogfunk:

tishawt:

nickx:

Adoraria fazer uma festa do Bigodon!
Vou pensar nessa ideia…

@deidrefunk
NEED.

NEED TO HAVE

yurssski:

I SWEAR I had one of those back in middle school! *the “smarty” one* haha!

vianooy:

nabila-antari:

jjwebshows:

blogfunk:

tishawt:

nickx:

Adoraria fazer uma festa do Bigodon!

Vou pensar nessa ideia…

@deidrefunk

NEED.

NEED TO HAVE

dont be afraid of dream, because your dream will motivate you to reach it
my self